My Feelings About Church

This post is kind of a confession/a bit of my random thoughts about church.

So today was Sunday, and like any Sunday in my house my mom always tries to get us( as in my dad, my brother, and I) to go to church with her and my sister. Like always I end up going because I feel bad. Its not that I don't like church or God. I do. But sometimes I feel as though I not going for the right reasons besides appeasing my mother.

 So today like most Sundays when I am home I get up and try to dress my best. I'm sure many of you know what I mean by church dressing. Basically you end up spending way to much time getting ready ( as in your outfits and hair) and less time actually thinking about the Lord. Well today was just like that. It's like I think I am going to meet my future husband. Even though there is no one at my church that I find even remotely attractive. For most people I think church is like a big show. You end up dressing up for other people and see who is wearing what and how they look in it. Today I ended up wearing a new skirt and top and ended up not paying any attention to what my pastor had to say. Like most people in church I end up feeling bored and annoyed by the end of the sermon, instead of mentally ready to take on the next week. My new goal by the end of the summer is to actually listen to what the pastor is saying and to care less about what I end up wearing to church. Instead I will try and apply what my pastor is preaching and use it in my everyday life. I hope my random ramblings did not turn some of you off. 

Have a Great Sunday!!

Jillian Nicole